If I'd have known then what I know now, I'd have stayed a while longer and told you all the things I want to tell you now! God I miss you, I can actually feel it in my heart whenever I think to tell you something, like when Paddy and I saw a dog in a bicycle basket, you would have laughed! I'm not sure how the future looks without you. I've lost my friend, my second mother and my mentor. Who's going to tell me to dhún mé mo bhéal now? Wherever you are, rest now, trust that we will be fine and we will be all the things you wanted us to be and more. I love you, take care love, God bless xxx